Monday, 18 June 2012

Whatcha gonna do with all that time, all that time inside that life?

Ain't holidays grand!

No uni and no job make for an unproductive and overall uneventful life. At the moment the highlight has been food, sleep and today I got a new piercing. Isn't it strange to think you PAY someone to stab you in various places and put metal through you? Seems like something that should be avoided. But hey, I'm a fan. Also paying hundreds of dollars to be stabbed repetitively by needles (tattoos). They're pretty rad. It's fun to get them done, because it's exciting and something new. Does that make me a massachist? Perhaps. It's more the adrenaline rush than actually being poked (no sex pun intended).

I just watched Limitless, and it makes me feel like I should be doing more with life. The main character was a bit of a tosser for most of the movie, but comparing his life where he did nothing to the life where he was motivated and making the most of life on that drug makes me feel guilty because I can relate to the writer that doesn't write anything a lot more.

But I suppose we can't all be CEOs. How else can we motivate ourselves to do well if not to say a big F you to all those people you hate. My brother once told me "the best revenge is being better than people". He didn't mean I should be the bigger person and not hate on people, he literally meant doing well and watching the people from your past flail around in an endless pool of self destruction is so very satisfying. The purpose of facebook, really. Making it easier to watch people from your past and present change and then of course to brag about how your change has been for the better.

I don't actually think I am able to follow the two people I would say I actually hate, stupid people and their actually wanting to be friends with their friends on these stalker sites. I would rather just tell people how kickass things are going.

I love uni.
I have kickass people in my life.
I am doing well.
I am having fun.
I love life.

This is all I want the vast majority of people to see and think. I think it's very selfish of people to make others feel bad and complain to them all the time. This is the complete opposite of what I was saying before, but those are people I hate. I hate those guys. People complaining and telling people all the time (especially if you're out as a group) and bringing everyone down is so... so... boring. Honestly, can't they do it elsewhere? I like to get my jiggy on.

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